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[Feb. 18th, 2006|03:25 pm] |
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"have you ever felt like you were really really great friends with someone or a group of people and you pretty much went to them with every problem youve ever had because you knew you could trust them and that theyd love you no matter what... and then one day realize that they arent there for you anymore?
i feel like i have lost some of my best friends. basically it has to do with them going out without even calling or texting or anything to see if i was interested. and im not one to get all offended real quick but it did kinda upset me but i kept it to myself because they have the right to go out without me. then it happened again and this time im really upset. they still have the right to do whatever they want. this is not against them at all i still love them all dearly. but i feel left out. maybe its just me being overly-sensitive. maybe its my fault because im trying to spend the most time with my boyfriend. the thing is... that never stopped us from hanging out before.
i just feel like i have lost all my friends... and i dont know why. and its tearing me apart. but this blog is the furthest i will go with it because i know how annoying it is to have an old friend whine and complain about not having friends anymore.
sorry for wasting everyones time. this was stupid.
<3:kaitlin"
as posted in my myspace.. i figured i might as well put it on here also.
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|12:25 pm] |
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ive decided that aquafina is my favorite bottled water.
thats how exciting my life is. that i actually KNOW what my favorite BOTTLED WATER is. *sigh* life basically is sucking right now. really the only thing good right now is vinny. he really helps me with everything and i appreciate it so much. i just hate school so much i cant stand spending everyday here til 6 just to go home and hate my family.
the school radio is playing "blue" or w/e by eiffle something or other in the cafeteria.
so my brothers in jail right now. til like 4 probably. he tried to steal someones purse or bag or something i would assume to get money for drugs or alcohol or something. he said he thought he saw a girl he knew and to jag her, he took her bag or something. then he realized that it wasnt her cuz she freaked out and a cop grabbed him and arrested him. so he called us this morning. $530 bail. *sigh* i dont know what to do about him. i feel like i have to do something. but theres nothing i can do cuz hes dug himself so deep in this hole that he will ONLY get out if he REALLY REALLY wants to. which doesnt seem to be happening no matter what we say. so he probably lost his job cuz he had called off so many times already to go fuck something up. i really cant take him anymore.
i hope everyone had a good valentines day. mine was good.. vinny and i just went to mcdonalds (so romantic) lol and then went back to my house and watched batman and slept. i actually had a really good night..
i need to get off the computer and go read some before class. later..
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|02:34 am] |
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well i havent been on here lately. honestly i forgot i had this for a while. i figured id stop by and update a little.
well im in CCAC's musical, Into the Woods, and im Cinderella. which is awesome.. but im SOOO tired now cuz im really busy. 3-6 or 1:40-6 every day except sunday, tuesday, and saturday. and my classes start at 9 and 10:50 all week and i was used to sleeping in more often since the summer and last semester. i also signed up for some summer classes.. intro to theater (8:30-5 monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and friday and then its over) so the one week class will be done then i also signed up for probability and statistics (12:45-3:15 for like 8-10 weeks i think) so i have to take some summer classes which is pretty rough. but im not complaining. im really grateful to have gotten such an awesome part in the musical and that i can take the classes i need in the summer. its just stressful.
speaking of stressful, ive been applying to colleges. applications are crazy. like so far i applied at IUP and Cal and IUP's application was SUPER easy and quick and it took me like 15-20 minutes to fill out. then i did cals.. which took me like 4 hours because they asked me for my previous jobs, managers names, dates i worked, addresses of the stores, phone numbers... and that wouldnt be too bad.. but i didnt know ANYBODY by their last names at pac sun or best buy so it was kinda annoying having to figure those out. and what else sucked was the dates i worked. they asked for the DAY i got hired and the DAY i quit. i dunno it was just frustrating. not to mention the entire time i was filling out applications vinny was trying to convince me not to go to IUP if i get in.. but im not gonna change my mind. i really want to go there. so we'll see.
so tonight i went to the US monster jam thing. it was pretty cool. i went with vinny, mr. bombara, rocky, nicco, and jessica. on the way down i was laying across vinny and he was lightly scratching my back and i guess my back was showing and jess was sitting on the other side of me and she goes "kaitlin you might want to pull your hoodie down." so i thought maybe you could see my stomach or my underwear so i checked and my pants were up far enough that just my back was showing and my hoodie was hanging so you couldnt see my stomach.. so i just kinda pulled it down a little thinking i just missed it. then she said it again and i was like "theres nothing showing its just my back" and i layed back down and she goes "well its gross" and shes nine.. but its like im really self conscious so it kinda hurt my feelings and also shes vinnys sister so i want her to like me which she obviously doesnt. so that bothers me. but apparently she hates me cuz i "stole" her brother from her. but i mean what can i do about it. he's home a lot with her but i guess since its not all the time shes mad. oh well i dont know what i can do about it so we'll see. so the monster truck jam thing was cool. some guy got the crap beaten out of him then got run over by a quad. that was fun. it was a neat little outting. gotta love the bombaras.
alrighty im gonna get up to bed. i hope everyone is doing well. have lovely nights.
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| ha happy new year. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|01:04 am] |
ok well my new years was pretty stupid. my mom made me come home from vinnys at 9:30. yeah.
well chelsea (my cousin) is here right now. she needed to get away from her house cuz one of her best friends was murdered last night. about 22 hours ago her friend was beaten to death in lincoln place. he was beaten unconscious then when his 2 friends tried to put him in their car to take him to the hospital the guys who beat up the kid beat those 2 kids up and then killed the first one. the other ones are in the hospitals in critical condition i believe and the guys that beat these kids up are being held by the police. this is fucking crazy. people are so sick. its over either an ex girlfriend or someones car being messed up. ridiculous. it makes me fucking sick to think people could do that to another person. *sigh* first homicide of 2006.
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
well i got one of these. so i probably should try to keep it up.
ive been working a lot. but its good cuz im meeting a lot of new people. i love making new friends and im making quite a few there. i really hope they keep me for regular part time. i dont think they will.. but if they do i will be really happy.
christmas was fun i got a lot of stuff that i like and i got a decent amount of money to spend. thats fun. vinny got me wayyy too much stuff and i feel bad cuz i didnt get him that much. *sigh* oh well.
so right now im at hidden valley being bored out of my mind. the snow is melting into slush so snowboarding and skiing is really hard so we're just sitting around doing nothing. oh well.
im confusing and frustrating myself. i dont really want to talk about it because i dont need any rumors being spread. but its driving me crazy cuz i dont know what to do about it. oh well ill manage something. ill figure it out.
alright this isnt that long but hey... atleast its an update.
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| the rain makes me tired. |
[Nov. 29th, 2005|02:18 pm] |
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i didnt feel like getting out of bed this morning. so i didnt until i realized i had 20 minutes to get up get ready and get to class cuz i missed 2 classes already. boo. so i came back home and now have pj pants on again. and my mom wants me to peel potatoes and i dont want to. ill peel like 4 or 5 and thats it. haha fuck im tired. quick thanksgiving update cuz i havent been on in a while:
thanksgiving was queer my family gets so annoying during the holidays cuz theyre all spazzed out. but after vinny played with his family some my mom let vinny come over and that was nice. considering im the most thankful this year for having him. im lame. <3 so yeah. then i worked all day (9am-11:45pm) on black friday and then saturday i did some crap then vinny and i went to see rent. then i think we rented some movies and went back to his house to watch melinda & melinda. it was weird. i dunno if i liked it or not. sunday. i dont remember what i did. did i work? yes. 4 - 8 then i went to vinnys i think. and we watched shaun of the dead with rocky, brandon, brooke, and julie. monday. yesterday right?? went to schoo then did a whole lot of running around with my mom; dentist appointment and new winter tires.. uhh then i picked up vinny and we came here and ate some nasty chicken my dad made. then played pool watched garden state and what not.
ok i have to peel potatoes.
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| my house = suck |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|10:34 am] |
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well how 'bout a cute little update mmkay?! :| alright.
wednesday
school. worked. "put in my 2 weeks" on monday so working w/ shana made me want to strangle myself.. hung out with vinny. just kinda layed in his family room.
thursday
skipped school again. next weeks thanksgiving break. no work thank god. i needed a day away from everything then i picked vinny up from school. and we decided we wanted to go rent movies. we got batman begins, bewitched, charlie & the chocolate factory, and donnie darko. hm. i accidentally put those in alphabetical order... so we watched charlie & the chocolate factory. i went home.
friday
school. sang for my theater class. it was cool i guess. i think i did good. i picked vinny up from schoolforgot to call in cuz i thought i was on call 6-10 so i called at like 4 and apologized but russ was cool about it cuz they didnt need me. then we came back here for a while played on the computer. went to best buy to get my schedule then the mall to get my pac sun paycheck and then mc donalds for food. then we stopped at kmart to see fallon and her new hair. good stuff. we went to his house, ate, and watched donnie darko. didnt really pay attention to 1/2 so we're gonna have to watch it again soon.
saturday
8:30 psychology class. waited for my theater group to show for an hour and 1/2 only one (out of 3) came so we just left. then i came home got ready and went to the bombaras. took vinny to the highschool for the band then went back to his house and his mom and dad rode me, nicco, jess, and mike to heinz for the game. jeremy sat with me most of the time but he had his band manager responsibilities lol so he had to leave once in a while. i was so glad that the band was allowed to go get food after 1/2 time cuz i actually got to spend a little time with vinny. tj lost. i kinda was dissappointing but oh well. they gave a lot away. so then vinny, me, jeremy, jul cain, and babushka (tony t.) went to eat n park. it was a good time sorta... i was kinda sad but it was gay so its not a big deal. then i rode tony and jeremy home and me vinny and jul cain went back to vinnys house. we just started watching batman and jul cain had to be home so we left. i left my cell in vinnys letterman (he didnt want it so he gave it to me to wear at the game) and when i got home i got in a lot of trouble cuz i hadnt called at all. oh well. now tonights plans are screwed.
sunday
me, vinny, jul cain, and jeremy were gonna go on a cute little double date to olive garden after im done working at best buy 2something to 8...:30? i think. well so instead of that i guess im working and coming back here. *angry* i call everytime. i forgot to ONE DAY ONE DAY and im "grounded." that really makes me mad. but oh well. im gonna go argue with my parents some and get ready for work. at some point in time im gonna have to get my phone from vinny's. hm. alright later.
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|02:27 pm] |
well im really tired and out of it. i woke up and didnt feel like going to school.. so i got up did some lame morning things then took my brother to work. which was also lame. then i got some KFC for lunch and came home. so here i am bored as ever. i gotta go pick dan up soon. this entry is stupid.
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| its about 2:25 and i have to get up at 8 |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|02:26 am] |
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wellll tonite was weird. i got off the phone with vinny at around 9:30 or 9:45 cuz i wanted to go to sleep early. then around 10:30 im still laying in bed trying to fall asleep, glenn calls me, who i havent hung out with in FOREVER. so he calls me and tells me to get shoes on and that he was picking me up and we were going out to eat. i asked karen and i guess she knew i wanted to go since i havent really hung out with glenn since the beginning of summer. so she let me go and it was me, glenn, joey capolupo, and jesse bowker. we went to that little diner in the shopping center by ritas and i got some french toast which was so good. too bad the guy working really freaked me out.
so then, we decide to go back to jesses and watch some comedy specials and drink tea. we watched these 2 guys that glenn said were hilarious and they were pretty funny. they sang songs and are from new zealand. which used to be racist before they played the alby the racist dragon song. so sweet. then we watched louis CY or something who was HILARIOUS! we had to be quiet cuz the bowkers were sleeping so my stomach hurts so bad from holding in my laughter. "how do you know when a demons done? when he cums fire ants all over your face?" hahaha oh man that guy was funny. the whole time joey was asleep. lol
then around 2 we all left the bowkers and dropped giuseppe off then glenn dropped me off... i had a pretty good time. i really missed hanging out with them. :) im glad we did. hopefully itll become a more regular thing. thatd be sweet.
alrighty im gonna head on up to bed soon. later.
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| hello live journal. |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|08:52 pm] |
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im new here. be kind.
<3:kaitlin |
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